Friday, September 21, 2007

Getting Rid Of A Scat Fetish

dmattick @ 2007-09-21T19: 00:00

Jenny is not there, so storm-free. Given a little cold, which keeps me from the stadium or just go to town.
So I'm on the clean up. My last sort out clothes.

I had already packed up the few small flashbacks, so come back some memories now before unpacking.
it fits in with this that I suddenly get a mail from someone where the contact was broken off for 7 years.

memories of that summer of 2000 to come. The summer with my start in the euro Rässling. The me unconscious, last summer I was at school.
the nights with Joern in some cities. Comic party in Wattenscheid. The weather was also good, I had a lot of money in the pocket, a lot of good friends, which, however, are now probably only a few da ...

Then suddenly I find letters from my first girlfriend. What a shit who wrote then. No wonder I had then the snout full of women.

photos of the theater, from Munich visit in 2000, old photos of Wrestling ...

letters from this time floating with an unspecified person. Was an exciting, fun time. I had to remind me that occurred there. Among other things, a certain "Alexx" ... until I found out who that * g *
At the time, but the wrestling shit .. but somehow we had a lot of fun in the chaos around it.
Today I told the rest of the first Hammer, I live near him ^ ^

Then some maps of Mo, which I am still grateful for what she has done for me at that time. Even though I'm rare, our contact is actually dead, I'm always a little sign of life from you.

The days earlier, were all actually quite good, funny, funny. We certainly missed a few things here and there.

But in the end I must say that I am now at the peak. I am fortunate in my Page, an incredible person, despite her age, incredibly mature and strong-willed is. The given me so much happiness that is not easily pissed when they see me constantly
;-) I do not have many "solid" friends, but I know that I still can rely simply on a countless number of people for when I need them and I hope that know that they can count on me ....

All these things I ever flew again in the hands, they mean a lot still, because they consider important points in my life and remind me highlight it. But still these things are now all in a box, a box, I simply close the will they put in a small corner and I conclude it symbolically.
For now, just because I feel ready to implement this new phase of life.
At last I recognize a new beginning in life.

As I put into the upper stage, everything was so scarce at such short notice.
When I dropped out of high school, to begin an apprenticeship as everything happened within 1 week and already I was at work.
When I completed the training, because it was a handshake and I went on, as I have also done otherwise.

But now, the spatial separation of the parents, the most important person at my side, the move to the new city, a foreign area. The neukonzentrieren on so little things like bus schedules, etc.
This shows me I'm here, I'm in a new section. Time to make something of it.

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